A few years ago, this was sent to me by someone I love. Lately I have been feeling a lot of different things. I haven’t been myself, it has been a hard 7 months, and a very hard week.
We lose ourselves sometimes, in the midst of chaos, pain, and grief. But it doesn’t mean you are lost forever. I am vulnerable to life just like we all are, however we might deal with it. I don’t wake up everyday with a smile, or a positive attitude, or loving every ounce of my own being. Some days I don’t even want to move. Other days, I want to take on the entire world and become the badass lawyer, author, friend, sister, daughter, wife, mama, and person I want to be. It’s hard. It feels like a constant battle. But it is also so beyond worth it. Right now I have broken into pieces, in a lot of different areas of my life. And that is perfectly okay. If you never know pain, you never know joy. I have faith, be it small, that all of these high and roaring waters that The Lord is allowing to make way into my life right now is only to make me greater than I ever thought possible. After all, all you need is the faith of a tiny mustard seed. I know I will be coming up for air soon, stronger against the water than ever. I pray that anyone going through anything knows that they can come to me, and most of all that even if you may be in pieces, you are only going to be greater than you’ve ever known. I will be praying for me, and I will be praying for all of you who might be hurting or going through something you don’t think you can get through. But please, as hard it may be, never give up. #AlwaysReady