Haven’t been active, life’s a bit of a blur right now, a friend killed herself last week, funerals Friday. My minds so confused, how one minute someone’s there and the next they’re not. One minute it’s see you later the next it’s goodbye. Billie, I love you so much, I feel like @wherearetheavocados you’d understand, idk I just know you’ve lost a lot of people you love and I’ve been thinking bout you a lot because you mean everything to me but this pressure that this industry is putting on you is so wrong and I don’t wanna lose anyone else and my heart hurts cause I’ve lost so many people in the last 2 years. My grandfather, a girl from school and now my other friend. Death is so painful, they’re pain free now and I’m glad, but gosh it’s painful for us, and I know it sounds selfish but it hurts and it’s not fair, only thing keeping me sane is knowing they can no longer be in pain. Billie please stay strong, you’re keeping me in one piece right now.
And for my beautiful beautiful fellow fandom, please if you are going through something speak up, don’t hide because you’re so important to me, suicide has taken too many important people, I refuse to let it take anymore. Please stand this fight with me.
Let’s make this fandom a fandom that stands together and advocates for something so damn important.
Let’s decrease the suicide rates one fucking incredible soul at a time.
For today, I am broken.
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